Possibility of Overcoming Lust and Envy. Plausible?

Recently, I’ve been daydreaming a lot. This is due to the overdosed of anime and j-drama. Thinking about soon-to-be soul-mate (is it?)… It gives me shivers and headache in the same time. Indeed it’s true they lie to us about almost everything. Their storyline also a liar big time. It can’t be helped for us as a viewer, being emotionally disturbed. The only reason why I rants so much about this because I was dragged along being emotionally disturbed. :/

I was watching this japanese animation; Onegai Teacher (O-ne-ga-i  Ti-cha-)… It’s a story where there’s a boy who has an unknown disease. He did not believe anything about universe and believed that universe is stopped just the way he was. The story went exciting when there’s an alien (Mizuho [the girl above]) who accidentally disclosed her identity as a galaxy observer. The girl disguised as a Modern Japanese teacher in the same class as that boy’s.

The best part is, they were caught by that boy’s uncle. Thus they confessed that they’re married. LOL. Sooner, their lifestyle changed into a serious husband and wife situation. The irony, they had to kept it secret, to prevent unwanted things from happened.

At this moment, I felt that how good if I could have this situation too? However, it won’t come true. No matter how beautiful the storyline of any story. It can’t be similar with real world situation. There are many things need to be considered before getting married, or to have a commitment.

Once, I said that I won’t fall anymore in lust trap. But sooner I realised that I couldn’t overcome my own lust and envious. The best way is to keep dreaming, by watching anime and the likes. Even though it’s temporary. It should helped me a lot.

The best way I could think of, is to set my own goals and make it feasible by using any method. At the time am writing this entry, I was chatting with one of my sister. And my feeling is mixed between lust and responsibility.

The point of this entry was actually to point out that watching anything like that won’t help me at all. Not to be bias, but it’s true.

However, watching it gives me inspiration to be a better person (Oh really?)… It really is bothersome to have an emotionally disturbing time. But it’s good though.

I think that’s all for this entry…  For my rants.