Regretting Over the Past Actions
This entry was dedicated to reminds myself on not to regret over the happened things. The “Live your own life to the fullest.” sounds like a very optimistic-type person favourite quotes. But somehow, it seems that the past mistakes were hunting back us.
It’s true, we need not to turn back after what we have done. But somehow, we humans are also vulnerable to regrets on what we have done. Thus, keep hoping that there will be another chance for us to correct our mistakes. I was taught not to regrets on whatever happened to us. No matter how hard it was… No turning back and stand still like a rock. But somehow, few things I’ve done seems to be the mistakes that I regret most.
I regret that I was too fast crushing on someone, and to accept somebody in my life. It’s like I was accidentally crushed with that person, and in no time, we’re begin to have a serious relationships. Everything seems pretty well at the starts, but it turns to be somewhat messed up in the end. In the same time, I regret that I’m giving up on waiting someone I love most. Been painful enough, I have waited for that person response for over eight months already. Sooner I began my relationship with the first I mentioned above, the latter came and told me that we could possibly further our relationship if I wasn’t coupled with the first one.
I was in agony at that time and everything feels complicated and my feeling was mixed like “sambal belacan”. Sad enough, I had to accept the latter request and continue with the first one…
Our relationship were ended in early of 2010 May, where both of us were stressed out due to the personal life and academic pressure. Sad but true, we clashed, after few months having a relationships, it turned to be in relationshits.
Whenever I talked to the latter person, I’ll feel regrets for being the stupidest person ever. *sigh*…
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That’s all for this entry, I feel a bit sad today due to flu and sore throat and those stuffs. Hopefully I could do my best for this final semester. Insya-Allah…
